for sure their first impression would be
"hey, you are a happy and cheerful girl ya."
but actually I'm human being
I have my own emotions as well
I can't keep on smiling
I'm not a laugh or smile machine
I get tired too, don't expect me to give all the responds that you expected
I'm treating people differently according to how you treat me
just because I think smiling on people you first meet is a manner
I just want to be myself
by the time I'm happy then I smile and laugh out loud
I just keep silent and cool if I am really not that okay
不要小题大做, 大惊小怪好吗!
I'm not live in this world to cheer you up
as long as I happy then it's enough ad la!
Here to uncover all my unhappiness!
