I just live my way

What a day 

I really love the weekend

because finally its time for me to relax

but I wonder

Am I keep staying in my comfort zone?

I need some changes

Be a different leader

I just want to be a responsible one

people do feel that I'm changing

in fact I can sense it as well

but I get lazier for my own study

this is dangerous

I think I should ask myself

"Do you remember what you really want?"

As time passes

people change

and I think I have changed a lot

become more mature Maybe

I think what I am happy last week is that

finally I can donate blood

just passed the weight criterion after having my brunch

FAST and SAFE

Really grateful to be able in donating blood for those in need

I am HEALTHY than what you think

EOP PSY really drives us crazy

I really regret why I am not studying well

such a waste

but it still ended

Thanks for all those mad patients telling me bout their amazing story

Quote from Dr Ariff : "Everyone is MAD, the difference just that they require any treatment or not."

Thanks for being kind and giving me high score for my BST.

you make me a better student, APPRECIATE

Well, December is coming soon

Yeah, it's my birthday month soon.

Hope this year would be a happy one

unlike last year

Actually I should be the one don't keep remember those unhappy memories

but disappointment and discontentment stick deep inside

I shall choose to ignore

I believe this coming birthday celebrates with my love one would be an amazing one

because no matter what 

He always there for me though it's in his study week

Lastly, Good luck for my future postings

just here to remind me to be a better one

It's time to study hard!!!!!!!

An interesting holiday

Last week was the first holiday I have for this fifth year

being a group leader now,

the so called final year (hopefully it would be) is really challenging at the same time I feel glad as well

because I think I won't get lazy like before

So I try not to skip the classes, ended up went back late for holiday

many things happened so out of expectation

missing one friend's birthday celebration ended with another friend's birthday celebration

but luckily all went smoothly

I will say these are all surprises from what our loss

Another St John event I joined after so long long time

I'm always enthusiast in joining but I cant help with the time limitation

On that day,

met people who I would never think of seeing again

well, I admit that it's really awkward for us to meet that morning

giving each other the awkward smile

what I can do is focusing on the instructions given and avoiding eye contact with him 

nothing much to think

Thank you someone who made me not that unease in that day situation

Really passionate in educating people to enhance their health conscious

it's time to show face in all the SJAM events as much as possible.

Actually there are some words to tell him deep inside my heart

"Thanks for all the great things you had done, I have grown to be a better me and hope you too. Be happy"

Staying in the family is another must-do-list in the family

Though was just a simple dinner already making me so happy and grateful

But

 "sorry that I do not do much for you all

will try to be a better daughter for you, my dear parents"

What I missed this holiday was scrumptious dinner treat by my BF!!!!!

omg, all looks so delicious!!!!

Hopefully I gt a chance to have that kind f dinner with you all next time 

when you become more mature, you feel happy by simple things done

Even though a simple dating likes watching a movie is enough for me

Thank you for always sacrificing all your time for me even you're in rush

A brand new experience I have which I feel I am really lucky enough was

be a kele-feh

It really happened by chance and thanks God for giving me this precious chance

I grabbed it so tightly

no matter I will appear on the TV or not, the important things are

meeting the actor and actress, knowing the process in drama making and life as a kele-feh

this is what we would not know if we are not part of them

special experience which I only need it once :)

We deserve a better us, so don't dwell on those bad things and discontentment. stay happy.

Glad for having all those great friends around me, appreciate :)