Friday, March 31, 2017

Just to vent out the negative emotions

How do you feel 
when you've tried to show your concern towards someone
but ended up you being framed as a busybody person


Well, sadly to say that this happened to me
I always considered myself as an easy-going person
However, some might disagree with it

 
I've never meant to be offensive
I was just sharing the news with those who concern about the same issue
not even spreading the problems like a nonsense people
No matter what
Whatever you like to say
I don't care!!!!!

As time passes, I grow to ignore those rumors
less unhealthy gossiping



Downtrodden by the haters might make you feel unworthy
But don't belittle the power that you have
Forgiveness is the best way leads you to happiness 

Friday, March 24, 2017

My holidays and Impression of TIMA Conference 2017

After the tiring medical posting
thanks God it's our 1 week holidays
was going back to home late because of the MUET exam
hopefully I could get band 4 tis time
since I really tired of preparing for it

was complaining to my BBF for my personal stuff
did nothing at home but accompanied my family matters
appreciated those time I spend wif my family

after the Monday shopping,
sometimes I wonder shld I answer without hesitancy
in a bid to make less trouble to the shop assistants.

again, we were late to the wedding dinner.
becoz of me who really short of time to prepare
was flattered as others praised on me

Was doing nothing for the next few days before I went to KL.
Sat my cousin's BMW to the bus station
really exciting and I felt its turbo
it's like : whoa, I would like to have one in the future if it's affordable



TIMA CONFERENCE 2017
By the time we reached the Jing Si hall in Kepong was late
everyone had been settling down
I was in group 66, facilitated by Sisters Tan who is from Klang
all of my group members are girls from Johor, NS and Pahang
havent introduced ourselves and we were asked to enter the main hall ad
I was shocked by the crowd
cant really see those familiar faces from my uni
were sitting very close to the screen,
alternating in btw 2nd and 3rd row throughout these 3 days conference
so my neck was aching afterward

on the first day was very sleepy as I was lack of sleep the day before
but got to see Dr Chien in person and took photo with him made me happy like in the heaven
saw the doctor who invited us to participate tis conference (Dr Wong)
but no chance to greet him becoz it's really big and a sea of people
bt he did see me incidentally and msg me tat night

Talks during the conference are very touching ad inspiring
Although I hv listened to some of the stories multiple times from my mum before this
still, I tend to forget sometimes
but after tis conference
those stories go deep into my heart,
motivating me to do good deeds
A lady who shouldered up the life of almost 15000 students in a school built by her late husband
teaching them the right beliefs, making them independent and leading them to the right track in order to not being a terrorist
The great love transcends races and religions, so much efforts in international disaster relief, helping those needy, care for the refugees, educating us own health is important too
Those stories moved me and I was tearing
realize how fortunate I am
Promoting vegetarian diet really impressed me and is lost persuading by the talk
I promise that I will try to be as meatless as possible

Glad to have the chance to join this conference
becoz I knew those who are in the waiting list cant join us in the main hall
but watching the live broadcast
People commented it's different from other conferences they hv been joined before
it's more like a sharing of humanitarian work in the medical field
I have never attend other conference so I dont know
but definitely would like to join in the future if possible
the foods are so tasty and I was once thought some made by real meat


Lastly,
thanks the ex-BF let me know more abt tzu chi
my family who encourages and supports me to be a TIMA member in the future
Dr Wong, a Tzu Chi volunteer cum a role model which inspired me to be a dedicated Dr like him from now on
I do believe that Tzu Chi is a humanitarian organization different from the other volunteerism organizations.
hopefully my path in tzu chi will be smooth and supported.
Gan En

Thursday, March 9, 2017

The hectic MEDICAL posting!!!

Finally, the exam done.
Though I'm not sure whether m I doing well for this exam
yesterday was quite suck
bt hope dr will really give me a good mark

this posting is rili fruitful
I hv gained a lot
in term of KNOWLEDGE and ATTITUDE
hopefully not weight

we hv met all kind of people
the doctors, nurses n even patients 
different ppl taught us diff thgs 
honestly to say
I think I'm getting more patient
bc of the pts who like to chat n tell you nothing related to his/her current problems
my way of thought is diff compared to the narrowed minded like last year
I'm not clever nor hardworking
Just that I'm quick thinker n answered faster than others only
I hope to hv more time just 2 read more n know more like others

Besides that, thanks for the compliment from doctors 
I knw u really put high hope on me 2 be a good dr.
definitely will try to be a competent and thoughtful dr

The saying goes, curiosity kills the cat
but I dt think so
I hv learnt a lot juz bcoz of my curiosity
so keep it up, girl!

Another funny thg I wonder before the end of my medical posting was
"WHY THEY THINK I'M FLIRTING THE DOCTOR?"

come on, guys
I'm just outgoing, not flirty okay
some more I'm asking abt serious thg 
not chit-chat with him
No matter what, no explanation needed
just think whatever you like 
I dont care

Officially the last medical posting in my student's life ends
but I'm so scared!!!

It's time for holiday, yoo-hoo :)