Yea, Ortho posting done!

Hooooraaaay~~~
Can't believe it has been 3 weeks I done my ortho posting
Seriously, time flies
The 4 months of life in the most malignant posting as the rumours spread was really tough and challenging
Thanks god I had made it!
Really grateful to have so many seniors and nice bosses who helped me a lot along the way

Looking back to the first day I entered Ortho posting
I was so dumb, sooooo noooobie
Clerked one case with my batchmate together and presented to Mr. W, he was mad and scolded us so loud
I won't forget that patient although she had passed away

Would not forget the reason I cried on the 3rd day of tagging (The Bloodbank MLT)
Would not forget he (Mr. S) took the advantages and touched me
Would not forget my batchmate (CK) and I caused a big trouble for one pt
Would not forget I went back @ 4.30am and came to work @ 6am (12 cases)
Would not forget they did not assign anyone for me to tag in OT, HO N came in for 1st case then I was alone the whole day
Would not forget how I got scolded by Dr. Z on the first case for tagged OT day 1
Would not forget I'm the only HO who tagged OT for 2 days
Would not forget the reaction of Dr. Fxxrxx when she saw the morphine syringe was empty
Would not forget the reason I can't offtag on time and who is the one offtag me
Would not forget the last day of tagging Mdm J is the one who saved me, a newbie in OPD
Would not forget how J I was during my ED night with 17 cases on that day
Would not forget those days my Seniors brought me out for lunchie during weekend
Would not forget my Peri team life, although I cried like newbie again
Would not forget the day of my assessment with Ms. N
Would not forget the expression of Mr. W during assessment but commented "Keen to learn and improve"
Would not forget the bossess joked with me that they will find the way to extend me just bcz they like me, wanna keep me in department to help and want me to attend the dinner
Would not forget Dr. Cxxw who belanja me so many times
Would not forget how nice Mr. Nx treated me throughout my ortho posting
Would not forget my colleague Lxxx who helped and guided me a lot throughout my Ortho posting



Met a lot of nice ppl,
Learnt to be independent,
Gained so many useful skills
Understood attitude matters

Attached was the only photo which can proved I have been through Ortho :P
with my beloved Mdm J <3

Finally It's PTM and Lapor Diri

So it's 1 month after the e-Housemen application (22th May)

Still feel like I'm dreaming

bcz I really got my first choice: 

HOSPITAL SULTAN ISMAIL, JB

My friends kept saying I am so damn lucky

The only thg I wanna say is 

Thanks God for blessing me

Then I prepare everythg need for lapor diri and PTM

Honestly to say,

actually I have no idea what PTM is, What we will be doing 

but when the time comes you ll knw or u can google it or asking around

hahaahhahah

Documents needed for PTM are just very simple and don't need to certify

1. Sijil Perakuan Pendaftaran Sementara (MMC) -1 copy

2. Borang Permeriksaan Perubatan (Pin. 1/2013) -1 copy

3. Surat Tawaran Perlantikan -1 copy

4. Borang profil pesserta* -2 copies

    

   *can be downloaded from e-housemen page when they announce the venue for PTM

So what to bring during PTM?

PTM usually starts at 2pm and it is a 5 days programme.

Gov spends almost RM 500-600/ pax for PTM

you don't have to worry about food and accommodation

they will provide it 

you just have to bring formal wear, pakaian sukan and kain batik (Sunday for Johor, Kelantan, Kedah, Terengganu)

My intake is considered lucky one bcz our PTM Johor was held in Berjaya Waterfront Hotel

But we just gt no enough time to enjoy those facilities and the comfy bed

U have to sit inside the hall and listen to the talk for whole day (8am-11pm)

fortunately, there are small breaks in btw and u will eat for 6 times/ day

the group works are Lukisan aliran air and Drama

just google and u can find the answer for individual task as wel

No worries, you ll confirm pass ur PTM though they like to say somethg to make u scare

Believe me, u ll definitely miss PTM.

and I miss my five days roommate a lots.

Good luck ppl!



Regarding Lapor Diri

for those who got HSI, u can just prepare ur documents according to the senarai semak
and prepare 4 passport size photos.

For unit kewangan, prepare 2 copies of the following:
1. Salinan IC
2. Salinan akauan bank
3. Salinan KWSP
4. Salinan Surat Tawaran

For tuntutan Elaun Tambang jalan, 1 copy of the following:
1. Salinan surat KKM, PTM
2. Salina akaun bank
3. Salinan IC
4. Resit asal perjalanan (for Sabahan and Sarawakian)



hope it is helpful :)

Randommm~~~

Hmmmm......

Last week was the last surgical posting in LUC

probably the last one in HRPZ as well

I was so emotional especially after the EOP

Before EOP

I was studying on the notes I wrote during third year 

that looks insane to me

I didn't even know how to take a proper history

Not even know how to manage a patient

but now

as time passes

I grow

I can clerk without thinking the components in history

examine the patient in a better way

clinical reasoning skill has much improvement 

It's one of the postings which I love 

May 16

It's teacher day. 

I was busy until no free time to thank those who have taught me

in term of knowledge, moral values, communication and etc

However, deep in my heart I really appreciate their guidance

It makes me better

The first week of O&G

felt so scared 

why is it so

I'm not sure

when u have forgotten so many things about the posting

nervous I guess

May 18

It's my third cum last Medical Night in LUC

preparing myself so early

yet I still ended up the last one to settle myself

because I have to help up other people too

I don't mind but at least try to show me ur effort to do it yourself

that's the problem with attitude

whatever

Luckily it was the last time

I bet my dress definitely will be discussed by others

but my bf also suggested me to wear it 

just don't mind how others think

I am who I am

The worst thing was raining cats and dogs

and my car was not parked in the basement carpark

really stupid but was glad that we still looked good

It's the first time I won the Dean List Award

I have promised to myself at least getting once in my med school life

I had missed it during preclinical 

Thanks God for giving me the chance this time

because I was not clear the PRO III format

thought just either surgical or medical will be tested

so I really focused on the surgical based subjects

during elective not even studying

Started to revise back all the medical based subjects 

only after came back to KB 

I would rather say I am just lucky

probably it should belong to those who have worked harder than me

when I tell people the truth, I know they might think I'm sarcastic

Anyhow I will try to do my best

Hopefully, the coming PRO EXAM IV will be doing well too

Haters gonna hate and I will live an awesome life to impress you

Just to vent out the negative emotions

How do you feel 

when you've tried to show your concern towards someone

but ended up you being framed as a busybody person

Well, sadly to say that this happened to me

I always considered myself as an easy-going person

However, some might disagree with it

 

I've never meant to be offensive

I was just sharing the news with those who concern about the same issue

not even spreading the problems like a nonsense people

No matter what

Whatever you like to say

I don't care!!!!!

As time passes, I grow to ignore those rumors

less unhealthy gossiping

Downtrodden by the haters might make you feel unworthy

But don't belittle the power that you have

Forgiveness is the best way leads you to happiness 

My holidays and Impression of TIMA Conference 2017

After the tiring medical posting
thanks God it's our 1 week holidays
was going back to home late because of the MUET exam
hopefully I could get band 4 tis time
since I really tired of preparing for it

was complaining to my BBF for my personal stuff
did nothing at home but accompanied my family matters
appreciated those time I spend wif my family

after the Monday shopping,
sometimes I wonder shld I answer without hesitancy
in a bid to make less trouble to the shop assistants.

again, we were late to the wedding dinner.
becoz of me who really short of time to prepare
was flattered as others praised on me

Was doing nothing for the next few days before I went to KL.
Sat my cousin's BMW to the bus station
really exciting and I felt its turbo
it's like : whoa, I would like to have one in the future if it's affordable



TIMA CONFERENCE 2017
By the time we reached the Jing Si hall in Kepong was late
everyone had been settling down
I was in group 66, facilitated by Sisters Tan who is from Klang
all of my group members are girls from Johor, NS and Pahang
havent introduced ourselves and we were asked to enter the main hall ad
I was shocked by the crowd
cant really see those familiar faces from my uni
were sitting very close to the screen,
alternating in btw 2nd and 3rd row throughout these 3 days conference
so my neck was aching afterward

on the first day was very sleepy as I was lack of sleep the day before
but got to see Dr Chien in person and took photo with him made me happy like in the heaven
saw the doctor who invited us to participate tis conference (Dr Wong)
but no chance to greet him becoz it's really big and a sea of people
bt he did see me incidentally and msg me tat night

Talks during the conference are very touching ad inspiring
Although I hv listened to some of the stories multiple times from my mum before this
still, I tend to forget sometimes
but after tis conference
those stories go deep into my heart,
motivating me to do good deeds
A lady who shouldered up the life of almost 15000 students in a school built by her late husband
teaching them the right beliefs, making them independent and leading them to the right track in order to not being a terrorist
The great love transcends races and religions, so much efforts in international disaster relief, helping those needy, care for the refugees, educating us own health is important too
Those stories moved me and I was tearing
realize how fortunate I am
Promoting vegetarian diet really impressed me and is lost persuading by the talk
I promise that I will try to be as meatless as possible

Glad to have the chance to join this conference
becoz I knew those who are in the waiting list cant join us in the main hall
but watching the live broadcast
People commented it's different from other conferences they hv been joined before
it's more like a sharing of humanitarian work in the medical field
I have never attend other conference so I dont know
but definitely would like to join in the future if possible
the foods are so tasty and I was once thought some made by real meat


Lastly,
thanks the ex-BF let me know more abt tzu chi
my family who encourages and supports me to be a TIMA member in the future
Dr Wong, a Tzu Chi volunteer cum a role model which inspired me to be a dedicated Dr like him from now on
I do believe that Tzu Chi is a humanitarian organization different from the other volunteerism organizations.
hopefully my path in tzu chi will be smooth and supported.
Gan En

The hectic MEDICAL posting!!!

Finally, the exam done.

Though I'm not sure whether m I doing well for this exam

yesterday was quite suck

bt hope dr will really give me a good mark

this posting is rili fruitful

I hv gained a lot

in term of KNOWLEDGE and ATTITUDE

hopefully not weight

we hv met all kind of people

the doctors, nurses n even patients 

different ppl taught us diff thgs 

honestly to say

I think I'm getting more patient

bc of the pts who like to chat n tell you nothing related to his/her current problems

my way of thought is diff compared to the narrowed minded like last year

I'm not clever nor hardworking

Just that I'm quick thinker n answered faster than others only

I hope to hv more time just 2 read more n know more like others

Besides that, thanks for the compliment from doctors 

I knw u really put high hope on me 2 be a good dr.

definitely will try to be a competent and thoughtful dr

The saying goes, curiosity kills the cat

but I dt think so

I hv learnt a lot juz bcoz of my curiosity

so keep it up, girl!

Another funny thg I wonder before the end of my medical posting was

"WHY THEY THINK I'M FLIRTING THE DOCTOR?"

come on, guys

I'm just outgoing, not flirty okay

some more I'm asking abt serious thg 

not chit-chat with him

No matter what, no explanation needed

just think whatever you like 

I dont care

Officially the last medical posting in my student's life ends

but I'm so scared!!!

It's time for holiday, yoo-hoo :)

I just live my way

What a day 

I really love the weekend

because finally its time for me to relax

but I wonder

Am I keep staying in my comfort zone?

I need some changes

Be a different leader

I just want to be a responsible one

people do feel that I'm changing

in fact I can sense it as well

but I get lazier for my own study

this is dangerous

I think I should ask myself

"Do you remember what you really want?"

As time passes

people change

and I think I have changed a lot

become more mature Maybe

I think what I am happy last week is that

finally I can donate blood

just passed the weight criterion after having my brunch

FAST and SAFE

Really grateful to be able in donating blood for those in need

I am HEALTHY than what you think

EOP PSY really drives us crazy

I really regret why I am not studying well

such a waste

but it still ended

Thanks for all those mad patients telling me bout their amazing story

Quote from Dr Ariff : "Everyone is MAD, the difference just that they require any treatment or not."

Thanks for being kind and giving me high score for my BST.

you make me a better student, APPRECIATE

Well, December is coming soon

Yeah, it's my birthday month soon.

Hope this year would be a happy one

unlike last year

Actually I should be the one don't keep remember those unhappy memories

but disappointment and discontentment stick deep inside

I shall choose to ignore

I believe this coming birthday celebrates with my love one would be an amazing one

because no matter what 

He always there for me though it's in his study week

Lastly, Good luck for my future postings

just here to remind me to be a better one

It's time to study hard!!!!!!!