Randommm~~~

Hmmmm......

Last week was the last surgical posting in LUC

probably the last one in HRPZ as well

I was so emotional especially after the EOP

Before EOP

I was studying on the notes I wrote during third year 

that looks insane to me

I didn't even know how to take a proper history

Not even know how to manage a patient

but now

as time passes

I grow

I can clerk without thinking the components in history

examine the patient in a better way

clinical reasoning skill has much improvement 

It's one of the postings which I love 

May 16

It's teacher day. 

I was busy until no free time to thank those who have taught me

in term of knowledge, moral values, communication and etc

However, deep in my heart I really appreciate their guidance

It makes me better

The first week of O&G

felt so scared 

why is it so

I'm not sure

when u have forgotten so many things about the posting

nervous I guess

May 18

It's my third cum last Medical Night in LUC

preparing myself so early

yet I still ended up the last one to settle myself

because I have to help up other people too

I don't mind but at least try to show me ur effort to do it yourself

that's the problem with attitude

whatever

Luckily it was the last time

I bet my dress definitely will be discussed by others

but my bf also suggested me to wear it 

just don't mind how others think

I am who I am

The worst thing was raining cats and dogs

and my car was not parked in the basement carpark

really stupid but was glad that we still looked good

It's the first time I won the Dean List Award

I have promised to myself at least getting once in my med school life

I had missed it during preclinical 

Thanks God for giving me the chance this time

because I was not clear the PRO III format

thought just either surgical or medical will be tested

so I really focused on the surgical based subjects

during elective not even studying

Started to revise back all the medical based subjects 

only after came back to KB 

I would rather say I am just lucky

probably it should belong to those who have worked harder than me

when I tell people the truth, I know they might think I'm sarcastic

Anyhow I will try to do my best

Hopefully, the coming PRO EXAM IV will be doing well too

Haters gonna hate and I will live an awesome life to impress you