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Last week was the last surgical posting in LUC

probably the last one in HRPZ as well

I was so emotional especially after the EOP

Before EOP

I was studying on the notes I wrote during third year 

that looks insane to me

I didn't even know how to take a proper history

Not even know how to manage a patient

but now

as time passes

I grow

I can clerk without thinking the components in history

examine the patient in a better way

clinical reasoning skill has much improvement 

It's one of the postings which I love 

May 16

It's teacher day. 

I was busy until no free time to thank those who have taught me

in term of knowledge, moral values, communication and etc

However, deep in my heart I really appreciate their guidance

It makes me better

The first week of O&G

felt so scared 

why is it so

I'm not sure

when u have forgotten so many things about the posting

nervous I guess

May 18

It's my third cum last Medical Night in LUC

preparing myself so early

yet I still ended up the last one to settle myself

because I have to help up other people too

I don't mind but at least try to show me ur effort to do it yourself

that's the problem with attitude

whatever

Luckily it was the last time

I bet my dress definitely will be discussed by others

but my bf also suggested me to wear it 

just don't mind how others think

I am who I am

The worst thing was raining cats and dogs

and my car was not parked in the basement carpark

really stupid but was glad that we still looked good

It's the first time I won the Dean List Award

I have promised to myself at least getting once in my med school life

I had missed it during preclinical 

Thanks God for giving me the chance this time

because I was not clear the PRO III format

thought just either surgical or medical will be tested

so I really focused on the surgical based subjects

during elective not even studying

Started to revise back all the medical based subjects 

only after came back to KB 

I would rather say I am just lucky

probably it should belong to those who have worked harder than me

when I tell people the truth, I know they might think I'm sarcastic

Anyhow I will try to do my best

Hopefully, the coming PRO EXAM IV will be doing well too

Haters gonna hate and I will live an awesome life to impress you

Just to vent out the negative emotions

How do you feel 

when you've tried to show your concern towards someone

but ended up you being framed as a busybody person

Well, sadly to say that this happened to me

I always considered myself as an easy-going person

However, some might disagree with it

 

I've never meant to be offensive

I was just sharing the news with those who concern about the same issue

not even spreading the problems like a nonsense people

No matter what

Whatever you like to say

I don't care!!!!!

As time passes, I grow to ignore those rumors

less unhealthy gossiping

Downtrodden by the haters might make you feel unworthy

But don't belittle the power that you have

Forgiveness is the best way leads you to happiness 

My holidays and Impression of TIMA Conference 2017

After the tiring medical posting
thanks God it's our 1 week holidays
was going back to home late because of the MUET exam
hopefully I could get band 4 tis time
since I really tired of preparing for it

was complaining to my BBF for my personal stuff
did nothing at home but accompanied my family matters
appreciated those time I spend wif my family

after the Monday shopping,
sometimes I wonder shld I answer without hesitancy
in a bid to make less trouble to the shop assistants.

again, we were late to the wedding dinner.
becoz of me who really short of time to prepare
was flattered as others praised on me

Was doing nothing for the next few days before I went to KL.
Sat my cousin's BMW to the bus station
really exciting and I felt its turbo
it's like : whoa, I would like to have one in the future if it's affordable



TIMA CONFERENCE 2017
By the time we reached the Jing Si hall in Kepong was late
everyone had been settling down
I was in group 66, facilitated by Sisters Tan who is from Klang
all of my group members are girls from Johor, NS and Pahang
havent introduced ourselves and we were asked to enter the main hall ad
I was shocked by the crowd
cant really see those familiar faces from my uni
were sitting very close to the screen,
alternating in btw 2nd and 3rd row throughout these 3 days conference
so my neck was aching afterward

on the first day was very sleepy as I was lack of sleep the day before
but got to see Dr Chien in person and took photo with him made me happy like in the heaven
saw the doctor who invited us to participate tis conference (Dr Wong)
but no chance to greet him becoz it's really big and a sea of people
bt he did see me incidentally and msg me tat night

Talks during the conference are very touching ad inspiring
Although I hv listened to some of the stories multiple times from my mum before this
still, I tend to forget sometimes
but after tis conference
those stories go deep into my heart,
motivating me to do good deeds
A lady who shouldered up the life of almost 15000 students in a school built by her late husband
teaching them the right beliefs, making them independent and leading them to the right track in order to not being a terrorist
The great love transcends races and religions, so much efforts in international disaster relief, helping those needy, care for the refugees, educating us own health is important too
Those stories moved me and I was tearing
realize how fortunate I am
Promoting vegetarian diet really impressed me and is lost persuading by the talk
I promise that I will try to be as meatless as possible

Glad to have the chance to join this conference
becoz I knew those who are in the waiting list cant join us in the main hall
but watching the live broadcast
People commented it's different from other conferences they hv been joined before
it's more like a sharing of humanitarian work in the medical field
I have never attend other conference so I dont know
but definitely would like to join in the future if possible
the foods are so tasty and I was once thought some made by real meat


Lastly,
thanks the ex-BF let me know more abt tzu chi
my family who encourages and supports me to be a TIMA member in the future
Dr Wong, a Tzu Chi volunteer cum a role model which inspired me to be a dedicated Dr like him from now on
I do believe that Tzu Chi is a humanitarian organization different from the other volunteerism organizations.
hopefully my path in tzu chi will be smooth and supported.
Gan En

The hectic MEDICAL posting!!!

Finally, the exam done.

Though I'm not sure whether m I doing well for this exam

yesterday was quite suck

bt hope dr will really give me a good mark

this posting is rili fruitful

I hv gained a lot

in term of KNOWLEDGE and ATTITUDE

hopefully not weight

we hv met all kind of people

the doctors, nurses n even patients 

different ppl taught us diff thgs 

honestly to say

I think I'm getting more patient

bc of the pts who like to chat n tell you nothing related to his/her current problems

my way of thought is diff compared to the narrowed minded like last year

I'm not clever nor hardworking

Just that I'm quick thinker n answered faster than others only

I hope to hv more time just 2 read more n know more like others

Besides that, thanks for the compliment from doctors 

I knw u really put high hope on me 2 be a good dr.

definitely will try to be a competent and thoughtful dr

The saying goes, curiosity kills the cat

but I dt think so

I hv learnt a lot juz bcoz of my curiosity

so keep it up, girl!

Another funny thg I wonder before the end of my medical posting was

"WHY THEY THINK I'M FLIRTING THE DOCTOR?"

come on, guys

I'm just outgoing, not flirty okay

some more I'm asking abt serious thg 

not chit-chat with him

No matter what, no explanation needed

just think whatever you like 

I dont care

Officially the last medical posting in my student's life ends

but I'm so scared!!!

It's time for holiday, yoo-hoo :)